I'm writing this entry on March 9th. I've had lots of stress over the past few months and I've been dealing with damaged and lost relationships. I'm sorting through changes. Anyway, every few weeks, my heart will go into arrythmias which last for several days at a crack. I think my heart truly is degrading -- the one pulmonary pig valve and it's affecting the function of the rest of my heart. I can say that I do believe that I get fatigued much more quickly while riding. My concern is that I won't be able to help Renny achieve his greatness, if I become too disabled. I'm really looking forward to what my cardiologist says this July.